Shelly wants to know why everyone keeps posting about her? She tries to make good, gets talked to for an hour or so and then nothing. Shelly would like people to know that she is not pushing anyone away. She's not hiding and she's actually making attempts at trying to right things. Maybe not sucessfully or as often as she should, but still, she attempts.

Shelly also would like to say that her best friends are the people she knows from home and went to high school with and would much rather spend every waking minute with them then with the friends she has made at school or work. Those are the people she wants in her life forever. Shelly would like me to make that clear for her.

Shelly would like to add that she knows she has stuff to be sorry for, but she will not appologize for all of it. She thinks that you should know she is sorry, even if she can't place why she is into words.